Okay, I admit being pregnant with my other three was no picnic. But this fourth one has completely thrown me for a loop! I have never been so hormonal! One second I'm crying, the next I'm laughing hysterically, then I'm growing horns out of my head crazy mean!! My friend Adrianne, said it's called pregnancy rage. I had pregnancy rage with my others but only towards people driving stupidly, never did I freak out on Toby the way I have lately. I know he's had it and walking on pins and needles. I feel so bad but I can't control it. I seriously feel like I am out of control of myself. Not a fun way to feel. I keep trying to tell myself that it will be worth it, but will it? Okay, maybe once I hold that newborn in my arms, but until then I am a living nightmare! AHHHHHHHHHHH!! And poor Toby is my only scapegoat.
I'm sorry Tob, I know how much you must hate me right now. Just remember that this really is not who I am. (At least I don't think so?) And know that I do love you and do appreciate all you're doing for me, especially with the kids. Thank You!!
And to anyone who crosses my path, beware!! You might just see those horns!:)
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It will be worth it. We sacrifice a lot for our children from the very beginning. I'm sure you feel completely out of control but at least you have control enough to know your out of control. I assume that should be a plus right?! It will pass. But in the meantime if you need some time a lone we would love for you to bring your kids by. (even on the spur of the moment) I would feel like a good friend if you would let me help you out in any way.
Cute pictures from the field trip. See you made it through that just fine and that was a struggle for me.
I'm so sorry, Holly. Poor Toby. Joe said if he ever needed some sympathy to come over here, he knows exactly how it is.
It's gotta be the fourth one I think, that's why there isn't a fifth Stewart girl (of course it would have been a girl).
And they are so worth it, when you hold the tiny little newborn it will be worth it. Although I can't say you forget it...
When you hit Toby's truck call me. :)
Congrats on the pregnancy Holly!! Hormones are no fun! When are you due?
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